Bittersweet!

So finally I'm here. Day before surgery. I'm scheduled for 8:30am and have to be there at 7:15am. I was really looking forward to today, but I'm kind of in a rut and my nerves are on edge. I know everything will be fine. This surgery has to happen for me to continue doing athletics and my job the way I want to. But now that 3 months have passed since the injury and I've been able to return to a fair amount of activity, tomorrow feels bittersweet. I'm dreading being completely immobile again and having to use my crutches. I'll do jumping jacks and work on my form tonight at TKD class and tomorrow I won't be able to lift my leg. Seems weird and I'm kind of grumpy about it. But in the end I signed up for this and elected to have surgery. I guess I need to go back and read my blog entry on perspective. Off to continue my nesting and doing laundry.